Kindly read the disclaimer before continue reading because its going to be fucking nasty. Yesh, you heard me right

FUCKING NASTY

Maybe that person is talking about me or maybe not. Whatever shit. What some cannot be trusted? Congratulation, if you think your msn nick did pissed me off but too bad YOU FAILED.

DON'T FUCKING ASSUME YOU KNOW ME BECAUSE I'M NOT SO SIMPLE. I suppose you don't know me well enough. I jolly well know how to different shape whats friends and whats love. Yes, i can't deny the fact that I like her. But do i have to ask you before i like her? FUCK YOU you just ask me once whether i like someone, and not her. So what if you know i like her? There ain't nothing for you to stop me from liking her. Who treated you as a enemy? Who say that? YOU yourselves!! When did i even give that feeling about you being a enemy? From hearsay? I don't judge a person from listen from other. Get this FUCKING straight into your thick skull. Answer this question because you forgot to reply to him. "maybe he afraid dat he mite hurt ur feeling or wat" Have you thought of that? FUCK YOUR PRINCIPLE. You want others to treat you good you HAVE TO EARN IT. Why don't you do the other way round? You treat other better first before they treat you better? DUH!

DON'T ALSO FUCKING ASSUME YOU KNOW SOMETHING BUT THE FACT IS YOU DON'T. Get a CLEARER PICTURE before you start all this shit. Eversince before i knew the answer i already stop that feeling. Even when other push me to go forward but i stop. I'm not any Tom, Dick or Harry and hell no do you have to thanks for me that. Why the FUCK am i even bothering to reply this early in the morning at 6am... DAMM because of what you said i just had to let it ALL OUT. Don't blame the guy who told me this. Now I feel dumber reading this blog with all the fucking stuff. Geez

I'm pissed because i hate others assuming that they know me FUCKING damm well and hell no IF you're thinking of apologising because i'm a guy too i understand what you feel. Think before you jump into conclusion next time. Now i feel much FUCKING better letting all out.

CASE CLOSED

If you're stil bother by it. Tell you what.. Print Screen this site and send it to your lawyer and sue me.

Everytime when i start typing all my thoughts in. I always wonder how i should start... should i start with a "BANG" as in catchy start point or just keep it simple like everyone does. I'm special so is every single one of you out there. Each having their own personality and characteristic. Just have to be yourselves. *did i just answer myself?* Whatever just continue reading..

Great, my aunt just walk passed behind me and i opened another explorer. Haha, she thought i was doing something sinister. Bleh got nag for that. Thats what i do everytime i mean opening another explorer to cover up. I don't like the feeling of while blogging and someone around me is reading it...

Anyway, i read this article on sunday newspaper about blogging. It made me think something. Usually as a blogger whatever we type depends on our mood. In the article, maybe the guy got insulted or something thats why he did that? People just wanna get thing out from their mind because they don't feel comfortable talking out. Thats why there is this blog. Why not in his diary some might ask? Because he don't like writing? He wanted to let others know what he is feeling? things like that. People also view straight from what they read but not how the blogger is feeling. Because of this they made a big deal about it. Come on, its a blog where he write his personal stuff you don't have to continue reading it if it offended you. Geez. Oh ya, i think someone thought i was writing about him last week. Don't worry. I respect all my friends.



I received my national service (NS) letter two week ago. Reporting at 13th June 0830. Don't know why i'm so excited about going in. Maybe i'm running away from problems? Going into NS is like a new lease of life, different environment and knowing more friends. Its like you can start all over again there because you don't know them and they don't know you. Will my miss my current friends? Maybe but certainly to the grp of guys i'm hanging around with. *cheers*

It's obvious that i did cut my hair? I don't know why they could ask me "Lionel, you cut your hair !?" what the... blind or something. BOTAK somemore...
Next question they will ask is why did i cut my hair..? *bangs wall* i should ask them why did they cut their hair for instead... muhahaha what "interesting" friends i have.

Yesterday, all promise and words that are given were completed. Maybe i'll treat the guys for dinner or something. MAYBE ONLY. Arul or Weihao or Junhan or anyone from the grp don't even try to grin.

Forgot what i wanted to type so till next time...

COUNTDOWN TO NS: 46 days if only it moves faster...

Love

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.
But when you find a new love,
you view the past as a teacher.
In the game of love,
it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!

You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy,
even if his or her happiness means that you are not part of it.

Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesnt love you back,
dont be afraid to love someone else again,
for you will never know unless you give it a try.
You will never love a person you love unless you risk for love.

Love strikes in hurting.
If you dont get hurt, you dont learn how to love.
Love doesnt hurt all the time.

Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.
Dont find love, let love find you.
That is why it is called falling in love because you dont force yourself to fall.
You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on,
then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always
learning, discovering and growing.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on
and holding on when you need to let go.

We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find
someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love,
take some time to heal and then get back on the horse.
But dont ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying,
to hope is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing!

To reach for another is to risk involvement,
to expose your feelings is to expose true self.
To love is to risk not to be loved in return.
How to define love; fall but not stumble,
be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife.
It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful
images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom that they
choose to be and where they choose to be.
Loving someone means giving him or her the freedom to find his or her way,
whether it lead towards you or away from you.

Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken,
no matter how scary or painful,
for only then you will experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart,
fill you with desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.
If you are not ready to cry,
if you are not ready to take the risk,
if you are not ready to feel the pain,
then you are not ready to fall in love.
There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we get hurt, then I figured that is why it is called falling in love.

Whatever happened, dont give up! It is just a trial.
Have faith in yourself and cheer up.
When you decide to love, allow it to grow.
When you promise to love, refuse it to die!

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If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her/him,
feel honoured that love came and called at your door,
but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how you deal with you,
and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys,
even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you,
and then love chooses to leave,
do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, Let it go.
There is a reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,
then reach out and give it away.

Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

This is where many lovers go wrong.
Having been so long without love,
they understand love only as a need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love,
and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing,
but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as need.
They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift,
and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into saying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover,
there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
Don't deny love just only you don't want to be hurt...

IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN, IT WILL COME AGAIN

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When we meet the right person to love when we're
at the right place at the right time,that's chance.

When you meet someone you're attracted to,
that's not a choice. That's chance.

Being caught up in a moment
(and there's a lotof couples who get together because of this) isnot a choice.
That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards.
When will you take that infatuation,
that crush,that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back,
you sit downand contemplate whether you want to make this
into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person,
even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's choice.

When you choose to be with a person, no matterwhat, that's choice.

Even if you know there are many people out there
who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate,
and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us bychance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
A choice that we make.

Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie
quote that I believe is so true about this:
"Fate brings you together, but it's still up toyou to make it happen."
I do believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you.
But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by chance,
but loving and staying with our soul mates is still a choice we have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someoneperfect to love...
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect personperfectly...

Conclusion:

it is not the matter how to find someone perfect to love,
but how to love someone imperfect perfectly .....

Should i say this is the 2nd part of the blog on April 13? Anyway lets carry on...

I got a few response about April 13's blog. Lucky no hate email. *Althought i'm wishing for one to know if i said anything wrong*

Arul asked me something like that.. "Lionel, are those your problem or what?" Maybe he suspect that i was using the female friend as a shadow to talk my problem out. Muhahaha... i guess he would reply okieeeee and the other word.. suthu p..? correct spelling?


Thats Arul, the cockroach killer!!! You should have seen what he was doing back at the chalet. Gals, don't worry we two are not walking on the beach hand in hand :p Weihao was missing inside because i think he was building a sand castle? *forgotten what he was doing* This was taken when we were at a chalet during March Holiday at 6am++

Back to answering his question. Directly nope but whatever i typed in my blogs, somehow interlinks to my problem which i don't want to be so direct. When she (previous girl whom i blog on April 13) told me her problem, i think from a outsider view. From here i learn.

When you're interested in someone, that doesn't mean he/she has to be interested in you. You can't force him/her to like/love you. He/She has their own choice. DON'T TRICK HIM/HER INTO P.T.L *blink eyes* What you can do is to tell him/her you're interested in he/her? bleh tricky question to answer. No one would have like to have a negative answer back but this is the fact how this works. There's always 4 answer waiting. Yes, No, Maybe and worst of all no answer.

- Yes, he/she is also interested in you. Carrying you into another step to a relationship.

- No, stand no chance but you can only like/love him/her in your heart while watching him/her in other person arms but then you can be more thick skin to ignore the no :p

- Maybe, 50% 50% chance. Some love are win through time and patient.

- No answer, give him/her more time to think about it but have a time frame for it!!! Don't be an idiot that keeps waiting. Don't add more problems to him/her life.

In my case... i also don't know which one i belong too. DUH! Although its not a negative answer but will she give me a chance? *sign* *bangs head against wall*

WARNING:

The above above paragraph are SERIOULY NOT for JERKS AND BITCHES. It applys to those who are IN LOVE ONLY not PLAYING WITH LOVE!!!

Franky speaking, i'm shy telling someone i'm interested in face to face or through the phone. What the fuck hell, Lionel SHY??! *puke* Yes i know its hard to believe. Why? Because its like out of the blue for her, telling her that i'm interested in her. Other reason is.. the way they reacted to it. Some might just ignore or act blur huh huh? or oh is it...? of course there are other way of reacting to it. Then next day both will turn complete strangers due to shyness and whatever shity reason. Damm funny when i see such thing happened on others or myself. I can advise others like hey you like her go for it but myself i can't. Damm paiseh aka shy. Muahahaha this is lame... meanwhile take a step at a time

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Saw Junhan's Blog? his follow up version of mine. *free advertisement for you, Junhan. Return you the favour*

I agree with the last sentences he said about surprises.

Quoted: "if theres' surprises from him/her everyday, i think that is not surprises anymore. It already becomes a everyday needs..." *edited due to language error* :p

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Read Weihao's blog? I got to apologize to him for having to start all the thinking again but then i speak the truth.

Why i blog that..? because this "things" has been kept inside me. I don't like to talk about it face to face but rather post it in blog to share my inner thoughts with the others. What i had thought, you might not have know and vice versa. Knowing the problems and how to counter it instead of running away from it.

Haha April 13's Blog entry was not about pampering girls. Let me think of a more catchy name. How about... How To Treat Each Other Equal? Choices Are In Your Hand? Nono combines those 2 together. How To Treat Each Other Equal & Choices Are In Your Hand.

Oh ya nice bottom line weihao but sometime things don't usually works that way. You lost some you gain some.

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Conclusion

Yes, i'm very curious how a love relationship works thats why i'm so into it and the way how human reacts and thinks.

Have you wonder how powerful love is? It can change a person and how he/she performs anything he/she does? because of something he/she willing to this for him/her. Thats how strong it is. Am i right? Sometimes i do thing just to gain that little attention from her. Sounds dumb...? :p

I'm not crazy or anything. Just interested in how each and everyone of us reacts and thinks. Everyone has its own unique mind set. I'm trying to understand it.

This is not the follow up of the previous blog. Just something I found while surfing. Take your time to read

Anniversaries

Always celebrate! Whether it's the 1st or the 50th, each year together is a triumph.

Appreciation

Let each other know how much you appreciate each other. You may already know but hearing it from each other is always better.

Best Friends

Be best friends preferably before being boyfriend-girlfriend. Take time to know each other so the relationship will be a deep one. Tell each other about your crushes, dreams and problems. Make sure he/she is your best friend before getting engaged. The strong bond of friendship will help you both survive tough times.

Bonding (NOT BONDAGE LAH)

Make it a point to spend time together often but leave room for each other. Also spend time alone with each other, so that at the end of the day you could both share your experiences. This way, you stay interesting with your partner.

Changing Each Other

Don't marry an asshole, a jerk or a bitch. You'll never change each other.

Compliments

Always compliment each other. This will prevent feelings of resentment and thinking that one is being taken for granted.DateKeep doings things that you both enjoy, do them together. Make time (and love) and continue to date to keep the romance - look good, smell good to maintain physical attraction.

Differences

Celebrate differences. Never force your ideologies down each other's throat. Give up trying to turn your partner into you. Accept differences, appreciate them.

Fights

Fight with the aim to resolve the issue. Don't outdo each other. The longer you extend the fight. The more chances that you'll say something hurtful that you don't really mean. As mad as you were with your partner, he/she is still the person who laughs at your jokes & thinks you're hot.

- Hear each other out, don't dig up old issues.

- Choose your battles. Make sure the fight will be worth it & that something will change in the relationship as a result of the fight.

Flaws

Know that the perfect person does not exist. Know that just as there are things that you love about him/her, there will be things that will make you go crazy. We are only human with our own flaws.

Fun

Have fun together! This means keeping the fun and spontaneity that was there in the early days. Allow yourselves to get silly - shower together, pee with the door open etc. Being able to make each other laugh and see the lighter, crazier, absurd side is the best way to get through all the differences in personalities, adjustments in lifestyle & opposing viewpoints.

Goals

Make sure you have similar goals. It would be difficult to keep your bond intact if your views are complete opposite.

Grudges

Quit tabulating grudges. Let it off. Discuss it, then trash it, don't recycle it.

Keeping It Hot

Keep it hot by traveling to different places together. A new setting will do wonders. Always have skin contact - be it holding hands, a massage or just plain leg rubbing.

Honesty

Don't lie or hide things. The problem will only get bigger.Know Each OtherLearn each other's interest. It really keeps the conversation flowing!

Hug

A hug can be far better more intimate than a kiss.

Identity

Don't lose your personality - that's why he/she fell in love with you. Have separate interests and activities to keep your individual personality, and to be able to contribute more to the relationship.

Indenpendence

Having your own income means you're the boss in your life.

IN-LAWS

No issue.

Kill them.

No lah. I'm kidding. REALLY.

Make rooms for the in-laws.

REALLY LAH.

Intentions

Wish each other well. Don't wish each other worst

Issues

Speak up about the awkward stuff now, like money n sex. The earlier, the better.

Listen

Listen, listen, listen. Hear each other out especially during arguments.

Love

With no love, nothing of the above will help at all.Love is the basic of everything.Love them well and sincerely.

In my mind I have alot of things I wanna blog it down but somehow I'm not sure what is stopping me from doing it. My mood? maybe? I usually blog at night when I'm alone with slow tempo music. I don't wish to be disturb in anyway. I'll blog what I can remember.

About my last post. Being special. When I read it, I too can't believed I wrote those. It sounded mushy, corny bleh bleh bleh like advertising myself. Haha. But hey I spoke the truth. Thats how a guy should treat a girl and of course DON'T OVER PAMPER THEM and vice versa. Just the right amount will do and depends on the situation. Some might take advantage of the situation :p

Does the way I blog tells or make you feel that I'm a "such-a-nice-guy". Well it certainly to arsehole weihao. I type out what I was feeling at that moment. You don't expect me to type out every little detail what or how I'm doing or feeling right..? I too got my own privacy and reasons. Got to thanks Weihao for commenting. It gives me the view from what others feel about me and knowing myself better.

I sometimes do suspect my way of thinking like it sounds that I'm so loving and full of surprises but maybe I'm not? I not sure on the loving part. Is that a good or bad point? Don't know what strikes me to think this way.

A female friend of mine told me "Lionel, you so full of surprises and my boyfriend never did so much or any". She also added that me or generally the good guy are usually found last when their other half doesn't treat them as good only to regret later something like that if I remember correctly. From my view, my friend, you're wrong.

Firstly, my definition for surprise is without telling the person what you're going to buy , where you're bring them out to and so on... thats surprise for me but recently I was kinda force out to say the surprise. Disappointing.. Back to topic. He did at least bought you things which made you happy or surprise right? Gucci strap.. Duh! Its not the price or how branded the stuff is. Its the thoughts that really count. Don't be always the guys doing this or we'll go broke one day... *Poor Junhan* muhahaha. I don't know how other see it but for me even a dollar item will make my day. Items as in practical e.g. key chain. Depends on who gave you the item. At that moment, there should be two feeling. Happy or weird. Happy because that someone surprised you with a gift which you wanted or whatever reasons. Assuming that the someone is happy even for a few seconds, you'll feel happy to0. Weird because what the fuck hell is that someone trying to do? a motive? a bribe? Haha. Thats for you to find out.

As a couple, you might not find him/her romantic because they usually don't tell everything out to you but more to their closer friends like the guys I mixed around with when they told me their problems. From a friend's view, thats where they say you're so sweet bleh bleh bleh but to you maybe not. Understand me? From a friend to friend talk, television shows, movies, my parent *the way the treat each other in a bad way which I don't want to get into too detail* and some other stuff.. thats where I learned to be like that as in... whats the word to use here? romantic? Anyway everyone got to be creative in this area otherwise its BORING everyday. Some special days, some not special days and some MADE to be a special day. Not everytime when you come out you need to spend alot. Be creative and think and DON'T BLAME SINGAPORE FOR BEING SMALL!!! Seriously up to now there's some places where my Aunt din't even know this places exist!!! Thats where the internet comes in handy.

Secondly, there no such thing as good guy including myself. No one is perfect. I don't know whats the definition for good guy. Anyone care to share their own definition of good guy? Whoever you want to be with its up to your choice. In the first place, no one pointed a gun on your head to force you to take him/her. Its that chemistry of feeling that lure you to him/her. Unless you're the type that goes for looks, wanna show off, wanna screw him/her. I'm being realistic here. The choices is yours and its in your hand. No one can psycho who you wanna be with. In a relationship, the only one who knows the best is yourselves. Once you made that final decision, live and have no room for regret because thats the choice you had made.

Never ever judge a book by its cover including me. You may look pretty/handsome but the moment you speak, tells what a person you are. No one is perfect including yourselves. Yar you! Before criticizing others, think of who and what you are first. Maybe a little of gossiping is ok but do have a limit for it as you don't like people to talk behind your back do you? *I wonder how I managed to link the first line and to the last line* Do I qualify being a LOVE GURU? LOL Maybe i'll sign up for the Pope place... =X

I still have daily stuff to blog. Geez this blog took me 3 nights.. Watching the champion league match right now... Bayern Munich vs Chelsea and Internazionale vs Milan *Match abandon* Fans throwing flares down from the stands. Not 1 but alot including umbellar and water bottle !!! One of the flare hit Milan's Keeper Dida. Disgraceful act by the fans. Its 4.35am now.. Yup I still got to go for school later at 12 noon x.X Managed to skip pass the "house security" my aunt, told her I'll be watching soccer matches.

P.S To my friends who reads my blog but doesn't tag or comment. Don't be shy :p In here its freedom of whatever you wanna to say because ITS MY BLOG.


Saw this on a friend's blog. Have you wonder how did they know all this but some of us don't...?

Q: Why is life so complicated?

A: It has to be complicated in order to be simple. For if it was not complicated, then how would we know what was simple and what was not if we had nothing to compare it to?

Q: Why is it so difficult to love?

A: Sometimes true love can only be gained after many hardships.

Q: And if they don't overcome these obstacles? Is the love they share not true? And what is love? Sacrifices? Pains? Sufferings?

A: Love can't be described by one word alone. To me, love is a flavor of life. It's about giving up...sacrificing but also gaining in return. But I guess it does often end in tragedy.

Q: Why is that when two people are truly happy together,that someone or something just has to come along and ruin everything? Why can't the rest of the world just be happy for them?

A: The course of love never did run smooth.

He didn't fear death. He embraced it. He said that if it were his time to go, then no matter how hard he struggled, the final outcome would always be the same. Might as well let things be, he once told me.

Love is like a rose, beautiful, yet full of thorns. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. And though you're still with me.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears. And I've held your hands through all of these years

"Special" is the word that best descibes you...

"Special" is a word that is used to describe something one-of-a-kind, like a hun or a sunset or a person who spreads love with a smile or kind gesture.

"Special" describes people who act from the heart and keep in mind the hearts of others.

"Special" applies to something that is admired and precious and that can never be replaved.

"Special" is the wordd that best describes you.

This poem is by Teri Fernandez.

I saw this from Junhan's Blog. This poem was given by his gf.

Hao say this poem suits me but i'm not sure in what way.

I haven't use this word special on anyone yet because its special. (makes sense?) Of course you don't go around saying you're special then this word lose its value. Its the same for saying I Love You. To me, this are sensitive words. Having to care, love, trust, respect and understanding her as long as long as we are together. I'm not sure If I got what it takes to do it. Maybe its all just plain talking but someday... my action will prove it.

How should I start this...

I've been thinking trying to straighten what I'm suppose to do. Its not a big problem but I myself made it into an unsolvable problem. I don't think 'cut-lane' is my cup of tea. I rather let others cut my lane then I cut others. I'm not trying to sound wei da aka noble. Maybe future but for now its somehow against my own set of principle. Haha I'm still rather undecisive. One minute I'm like this the other minute I'm like that.


So what had I been doing lately

Monday and Wednesday were intensively playing soccer at the street soccer court in sch. From 12pm+ to 5pm+ under the SUN! Lucky I brought my bathing stuff along or I'll be suffering in the mrt going back home. Sweaty and Sticky. Can't imagine it...
Wednesday I was very noisy on the court asking them to do this do that. Because they wanted to join a street soccer competition in sch so I had to tackle, shove and be serious with them. Sometime they don't take things seriously. Apologise to you if I have hurt you in anyway.

Tuesday, Rebbeca and myself went for a B.I.T outing (2 pupils per class) to Webvision company. To learn about their services and facility. Pretty interesting. All this ended at about 5pm. Went with her to Clementi's KFC to have a bite. I'm thinking of what she said about me having to join her family if she was to go back Malaysia. Hmmm... After that we went to West Mall to walk around and I sent her back home.

Geez on Thursday P.E, they still have the energy to play !!! I was having jelly leg thanks to Monday and Wednesday. Due to lack of players and the love for soccer, I had to play while trying hard not to sweat too much..

I really got to mind my manner and the way I speak. I've been too rude.. Bad words coming out from my mouth OFTEN and showing the middle finger -_-|| GOT TO CHANGE !!

Its doesn't matter how other thinks about me but it matters to me how other think about them. I'm referring to those name I have put in my blog. Because all these are from my personal view. You don't know them unless you understand them.

Lastly I have to thanks the guys for occupying my time with soccer instead of myself thinking and thinking and to Weihao !!!


Who knows where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say,
But if you let me love you
I'm sure to love you all the way.