Wednesday, October 06, 2004


I was early for class today! 9:15am on the dot! normal lesson as usual nothing special today except my bros put me plane. I asked them wanna go gym, say okok last minute change mind.. its ok! i'm forgiving LOL and the sch rock band was performing not sure is that a rock band or what.. suddenly thought of delicating a song to her but awww don't know those memeber can't pull strings..

Past few days has been a emotional roller coaster ride for me... i'm not sure what shes hinting or is she hinting about..? I'm really lost and confused. What shoud i do next? Some of my bros suggest i should give up and others ask me to go for it but deep down in me i wish to build a relationship with her. I have put my heart 100% to it. The recent drop of tears for her was for real! That was my 1st time for a gal that i really really like. Well some of you might think its silly but i don't think so and i hope every drop was worth it. I really do. Althought i know its a 1 sided love, the way she love the other guy is the same as i love her soooo deep down. What should i do now....?


All the passions make us commit faults; love makes us commit the most ridiculous ones.
-- Duc de La Rochefoucauld


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