The feeling of coming out from camp after 11 days was just too great.

Meeting with family, friends, freedom, own time own target getting up from bed *althought i still got up at 7am++* and many more!!! Wooo!!!

If you had read the previous entry, we had our Sat and Sun LOCKED in camp due to live firing range at Nee Soon Camp. Having to eat the SAF food ration main course during last batch of BMT was already enough for me. I just can't stand the smell.

After the range day was already the 7th day passed, everyone was dieing to go out of camp. We did not have the slightest clue when we were booking out. Officers and Sgt were playing mind games with us. Heard rumours that earliest was Wed night and latest was Friday. You know how the feeling was like not knowing when was the book out day and other personal problems. More or less torturing to the mind. Maybe they(officers) got their reason for doing this but it just happened on the wrong week for me.

Every end of a week, we will get the training program schedule for each week. Sometimes slack or vice versa training schedule. Knowing if the next day program was tough, I had thoughts of reporting to medical officer(MO) just to escape the tough training and get excuses. *when i mean tough means alot of physical traininig* In SAF term means to malinger which is bad. But the malinger thought just goes off when training was approaching. Having to survive last batch BMT, why not now? If i don't push myself, who will? you will?

Sgt said "Tough training doesn't last but tough men do" which i agree with it. Understand what the phrase means?

The times we been through tough training thinking we cannot make it through but we did.

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Thursday

First thing i got back home at Hougang was to treat my family DINNER! Well it cost me $91.10. Just a meal at the coffeeshop. Crab, prawn, fish, frog leg. *drools*

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Saturday

Went to service with Wanxiu and the terror cell grp. Haha wonderful bunch of people as always. Passed the ration to Wanxiu.. wonder if she is enjoying it!!! *rofl* The pastor for the day was from Sweden. Really enjoy his preaching and all the talks. Had a good laugh.

We are more then a conquerer. Born to be a conquerer. Drive out the fear within you. Does this apply to love to...?

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Can't wait for BMT to finish. About 38 more days to P.O.P then i'll go on a holiday!! Wanxiu, i wanna go to your grandma's fishing village!! if possible :p

1 more hour to book in...