Finally back blogging.. this could be the last entry before i enter or serve National Service aka NS !!!

Don't know why some guys dislike joining NS but i'm opposite. Damm excited !!! Looking forward to the new challenges ahead, new batch of friends, learn new stuff, SHAVING OF HEAD TOGETHER etc... *cheers*



There are the photos from Chalet !!!



Organiser for chalet, Zann and Weihao
A ciggie a day keeps the doctor coming for you! Smoke less guys and gals.



King of Mafia was there, Kumara



Seven little dwarfs and where is the princess? I was the prince taking photos :p



Semi-nude MEN not boys. Zann enjoying the show... *rofl*



Eh... sun tanning don't disturb leh. Fat boy using the sun to slim down. Muhahaha



Horhor gambling... kena caught by Lionel !!! Junhan don't hide your face !!! The rest calling for $$ to be send to them. All rich sons and daughter.



Xinghong counting the losses and profit for that night.



Some guys i mixed around with... From left Calvin, Kumara, Aidil, Arul, Fairul. Any gals or "guys" want the number of the guys?



Watching The Champions League Final. The downfall of Milan !@#$!@#
Will i was supporting Milan... Leading 3 goals at 1st half... never did i expect Liverpool to fight back to draw 3-3 at 2nd half!!! I thought i was having a bad nighmare but it was for REAL. Liverpool won on penalties...



Another chalet but i was not there.. sorry Nisa *2nd from right* i thought Don's chalet was nearby only i could just pop by...

Do view Junhan's blog for his version of the chalet :p

A much anticipated blog entry i'm looking forward to. Mainly regarding the end of a chapter in ITE life. i haven't planned in advanced what i'm going to type but will go with the flow as i think back.

When i was posted to ITE with the result slip on my hand. I was like alone, scared, not sure what course to take and the guys i hanged around with, went into poly... mostly into Temasek Polytechnic. Very blur at that time and was pointless to talk to my parent or aunt because they know nuts about the school system. Lucky i had this mentor from sec sch, Miss Ng. She was the one who advised me what to do. She led me out from the dark and till now we still kept in contact. I had already expected to land into ITE and had no regret to it. I had 6 subjects. I dropped art and my chinese was hopeless so with 4 subject it was impossible to go for a course i like in poly. In the end, i failed all but just passed math. Duh?

Pretty amazing how 2 years had passed. Learning new stuff, knowing new friends and others. I still remembered during the school orientation, the school council (SC) prepared some games to make each of us know our classmates name. *my first thought was that the game was so lame but hey it was NOT after overcoming the shyness* yesh yesh laugh all you want about Lionel being shy but don't let me find out... muhahaha. At first those name were like foreign language, hard time remembering it because its not like names you always come about with.

Let me see... the first stall i went to was.. Tutti Fruitti. I ordered watermelon juice.. damm lousy!! and mine you the items pricing (Tutti Fruitti) was expensive.. just like outside stall pricing!!!

The first group i hanged or sit around was with Don and Edmund. Eh.. but sadly wrong frequency... don't click. I forgot how i managed to infiltrate into Arul and gang. Is it because of the soccer? or is it me, the Lionel factor!! haha

We got Hasbi as our form teacher. *no more mr because he is out of ITE and so am i !!!* Hasbi likes to do thing as a whole. Some might argue that he was not a good teacher. SOMETIMES only. Like to make us do weird stuff. Buddy calling system... you and your buddy must not be late for class. If you're late, your buddy gets late for attendance also. The most famous "Talk cock session" (TCS) almost EVERY LESSON. Hardly any quality teaching time spent. What i felt was that he was trying to create a bond. A very strong bond that can last even after we finish ITE but it did not work that way after he left. Hasbi left us and joined the new campus and then quit teaching and further his studies during our 2nd year. LoL I'm not saying David did a bad job. His method was way much different from Hasbi. David approach was you make thing easy for him, he'll try his best to make it as simple for you.

Pretty sad how last friday ended after the final exam because that was the last meeting we'll going to see some of them. Everyone left one by one after the time was up. There was no like a little gathering with each other. I mean don't they really mind not seeing each other in further after spending almost 2 years together as a classmate? Partly my fault because i did not approach them. Maybe they are still shy? or bears a personal grudge? or we are just Hi/Bye friends? or what other reasond? For me i was not sure what to do. I was more a waiter then a starter. Waiter means having for people to start first before joining in. Is it me that i'm trying to make myself into a diffcult position thinking of such stuff? Do they bother about this or am i the only one? For me i thought things could end with a BANG. Leaving sweet memories behind but no.

After knowing Weihao, he makes me feel like to take thing easy. Don't take thing too seriously. Chill man. I did tried not to bother other stuff rather then my own but deep down i still question. Why is it like that.. bleh bleh bleh. Not to forget Arul , Aidil, Calvin, Xinghong and Junhan. They too got their own ways.

Its 5.30am now... SLEEPY!!! Wanted to have my views on the class chalet. To date only less then half is confirm coming. Reasons? TONS OF IT... Keep telling myself not to bother with how the turn out is. Let's see how it goes later. If not staying overnight.. at least come for the gathering.


So i'll be back on Friday...

Oh ya its confirm i'm be joining the NAVY on the 1st June. *cheers* i don't know how to swim. muhahaha and so nice of junhan he offered to "teach" me to swim during chalet... -.- i sense evil feeling lurking... BEWARE

Contentment

What does this above word mean to you? I got this email from my Aunt.

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad real bad, and you wish you were in another situation? You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...

Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is. I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household. He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India...that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4- year-old child haunted him until today. You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg. Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock of 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger. Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities. Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of... Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have." When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

"True love knows no fear. If you believe in something beautiful, then it is always worth the risk. For only those who are brave enough to risk getting hurt are the only ones who find their true destiny. Those who are afraid of what love brings never find it, and only those who are not afraid of getting hurt are the ones who keep it."

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We Never Told Him He Couldn't Do It

I got this email from David Lee. What it says is truth...

It's amazing what we can achieve, if only people would stop telling us we can't. The power of negativity cannot be underestimated. Seemingly harmlesscomments like "Are you sure you can do it?", "No, I don't think it willwork", "You'll never be able to do that!" can be very debilitating, especially to a child.

Today's story, by Kathy Lamancusa, illustrates the things that are possibleif only we don't stifle them with our negativity and pessimism.My son Joey was born with club feet. The doctors assured us that withtreatment he would be able to walk normally - but would never run very well.

The first three years of his life were spent in surgery, casts and braces. By the time he was eight, you wouldn't know he had a problem when you saw him walk.The children in our neighborhood ran around as most children do during play, and Joey would jump right in and run and play, too. We never told him that he probably wouldn't be able to run as well as the other children. So he didn't know. In seventh grade he decided to go out for the cross-country team. Everyday he trained with the team. He worked harder and ran more than any of the others - perhaps he sensed that the abilities that seemed to come naturallyto so many others did not come naturally to him.

Although the entire team runs, only the top seven runners have the potential to score points for the school. We didn't tell him he probably would never make the team, so he didn't know.He continued to run four to five miles a day, every day - even the day he had a 103-degree fever. I was worried, so I went to look for him after school. I found him running all alone. I asked him how he felt. "Okay," he said. He had two more miles to go. The sweat ran down his face and his eyes were glassy from his fever. Yet he looked straight ahead and kept running. We never told him he couldn't run four miles with a 103-degree fever. So he didn't know.

Two weeks later, the names of the team runners were called. Joey was number six on the list. Joey had made the team. He was in seventh grade - the other six team members were all eighth-graders. We never told him he shouldn't expect to make the team. We never told him he couldn't do it. Wenever told him he couldn't do it...so he didn't know. He just did it.

A true story written by Kathy Lamancusa. Sometimes we can succeed purely because we didn't know we could fail.

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Saw this 2 funny and lame poem...

Haggard i look, said by some
All things can't seem to be overcome
Lord, i ask y i so cham
I should believe things go and come

No longer go to pasar malam
Cos wallet also become kang kang
Yoshinoya i had for mum mum
But gastric until i diam diam

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Bo liao my poem as it seem
I see also i gek sim
The light in my life is just a dim
life not sweet like pudding

Ulcers hurt till mouth tia
now i lose appetite sia
when can i ever eat mee siam
wait long long till i long pia

Just can't resist the temptation to blog. What shall i talk about today... yesh i know exam is tomorrow but hey i need a break because i'll feel sleepy when i look at the notes... *yar i know its a lame reason but its true*

Tried to change a new lay-out but can't find any suitable blogskin. Mostly everything at Blogskin are love theme or not to my liking.

As you older, you grow "maybe" more mature. Noticing the changes around you and within you. The word to use here is ADAPT. Having to adapt to changes. This can only be learned by yourself. Having to face the good and bad times.

I shamelessly copied this from Weihao's blog but edited some.

I need a girl to let me cuddle to sleep,I need a girl to let me spill out my troubles, I need a girl who can comfort me when I am down,I need a girl to make me feel happy,I need a girl I need a girl,I need a girl to walk with me.

Will you be the one ?

P.S.: This blog is just NOT a typing excercise. LoL

Geez why am i typing this on the eve of exam... *bangs wall*

"She Will Be Loved" - Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

I won't be blogging this few days till my exam is over...

Thursday - FMK - 1pm-3pm
Friday - ERP - 8.30am-10.30am

Meanwhile, recent newspaper acticles caught my attention.

May 15th Sunday Times. Under Section Gen Y "Blog No Evil"

Libel laws and angry readers make bloggers regret their online rants.

May 15th The New Paper on Sunday "Teen Virginty" and "Better Clothes Better Marriages" She also wrote a book "The truth about marriage"

Whats the Book about?

• Marry for love, by all means. But do not jump into it.
• There can't be two "bosses" in a relationship. Learn to compromise.
• Marry for the right reasons, not because you think your time is running out or all your friends are married.
• It is your intention, not luck, that determines the success of your marriage.

Geez i'm going to get my hand on that BOOK!

May 16th The Straits Times On Monday "Lawyers losing interest in crime cases"

Alright back to studies...

*there was no link for Straits Times because you need to PAY to read them online*

Yesterday we managed to qualify for next round for Inter-Clementi ITE soccer. Surprising huh? I won't be going into detail about it since i did not score goals. Muhahaha...

Pamper myself to a movie, Kingdom Of Heaven. During the first 15min, i was SLEEPING i mean dozing off. Seriously i was so tired after the game even though i had a bath to freshen up. Alot of talking, blood spilling out and dead bodies... and i still don't understand the movie. Two and a half hours show...

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Today was supposed to be the next round of match but at Clementi, it was raining heavily. Lucky I called Arul or else a wasted trip to school for nothing!!!

I got a interesting call from CMPB. I was offered to join the NAVY for NS. Means i can chose NAVY or ARMY!!! Told you guys i was special. *rofl* NAVY's NS starts on 1st June and ARMY's starts on 13th June. They expect me to give my answer by tomorrow. Hmmm... *junhan still waiting by the side of your phone?* *wink*


To ALL Fellow KM's students,

If you're reading this. You guys are invited to a Chalet at Paris Ris Costal Sand on the 25th - 27th June. There will be a buffet on the 25th. Everyone is highly encouraged to come. Confirm with me on the 20th and pass me $15-20 for it. I'll do the calculation IF there is extra left i'll refund you back. Once $$ has passed to me and you want to back out sorry to say no refund unless a vaild reason is given. *rofl*

Lastly...

Don't ask me who the organiser is. You're there to enjoy not to know this and that :p

Don't tell me you got no $$ cos i'm going to fuck your ass. 1 week from now is enough for you to save up.

If you are having problems to get that amount, private msg me sms or msn or email?. I'll see what can be done.

Let this be a KICK ASS PARTY and let no personal grudge come between any of us.

If you have any more question, feel free to ask me. I'm more then willing to answer you. \m/

What a lovely song :p I got a new version on the song more lively. Which girl want me to sing to her? *smack head*

All I Have To Do Is Dream - The Everly Brothers

Dream dream dream dream dream dream dream
When I want you
In my arms
When I want you
And all your charms
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream...

When I feel blue
In the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you
All I have to do is dream...

I can make you mine
Taste your lips of wine
Any time
Night or day
Only trouble is
Gee whiz
I'm dreamin my life away

I need you so
That I could die
I love you so
And that is why
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream...

I can make you mine
Taste your lips of wine
Any time
Night or day
Only trouble is
Gee whiz
I'm dreamin my life away

I need you so
That I could die
I love you so
And that is why
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..

Two days ago was the funeral of Mr Wee Kim Wee, Singapore ex-president. It was shown on television. There were speeches made by Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong, Mr Wee's family member and others. *I did not finish watching it*

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Yesterday, I bought this book Glimpses and Reflections. Wanted to know what a person he was. Managed to finished reading this book at 5am this morning. A very simple book to read. The book was about his extraordinary and fulfilling life.

There are some topic worth thinking about. Like Money, Borrowing to live, Making friends, Filial Piety, Travel and food, God and religion. You'll know what i'm talking after reading this book.

There are interesting quotes about life. Below are some of it...

Every human being who aspires to have a full life has to work hard.

It is that those who are going to make marriage vows - no matter what form they take - should think seriously about what they mean. Vows are made to be kept and one's word is one's bond.

Cannot expect people to be nice, accommodating and pleasant, when you do not behave likewise to begin with. That is to say, "you reap what you sow." If you offer a cold front, you will be dropped like a hot brick.

Sir Song Ong Siang was a venerable community leader. He posed this question to 20 youthful members (including Mr Wee) "If you have just one wish what would you acquire or possess?" A few responded for wealth, health, happiness and good life. Sir Song said that one should wish for contentment. It can be only achieved if one had all the other qualities and more - good health, good education, good family, happiness and a reasonably good income.



Another book i bought was England's Worst Footballers.

Guess where i went yesterday night??? No one would ever expected me to be there.

Something like the church. Where people come together and sing and praise Jesus. At Tampines area near St. Hilda School. Lighthouse something...

Why was i there? my mum's brother ask me along. After he told me story about miracle healing and since i was free and curious. I suppose curious is the main word to use here. Because usually just by listening you don't believe it but instead observing it might change your mind.

When we arrived, we were usher to the seats. Siting at the first row!!! What a great start to my curiosity. Everyone had started singing along with the guy on stage, backup singers, 3 pretty angels, the band and a projected screen showing the live event within the place and also the subtitle of the song.

I guess standing and sing was to get everyone involved with them. What i notice was when they were singing, sometimes they raise one or both their hands up 45 degree towards the stage like recieving something. There are some songs i like. Under the shadow? if i'm correct. They will be releasing a new album soon.

The pastor was at Woodland so how did we got connected with him? Through the live telecast between Tampines and Woodland. They had video camera at the chruch. Pretty interesting. Using technology. (Yesh yesh frog in the well Lionel) Talking about a section from the bible and about Love and Faith. I do agree with some part.

Later on was the healing part. Where those with illness to stand up and pray together with those at Woodland. One hand at the body area which they don't find well and if it got to do with blood stuff touch your head and pray. While the volunteer walks around and pray with them. Certain people who felt better after session of praying were invited to the stage from both side (Tampines and Woodland) Their personal testimonial were given out. Stating what was wrong with them and how they felt. After seeing it, i'm not sure to believe it only. *wonders*

Lastly...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Its raining heavily right now. Wooo but the weather is still not cooling. This month has been VERY HOT.
What a interesting day i had yesterday...

First stop was a ERP project presentation. (I completed it the day before finishing it at 5am while going from room to hall to watch Chelsea vs Liverpool and back hall to room to do the slides :p) During my grp's turn at the last slide, it show something at the end.


If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again. -- Flavia Weedn


Teacher asked Arul to read out that sentence. I bet he was feeling what the f*** Lionel type that for? Haha at that time i feeling kinda paiseh. I was telling myself i shouldn't have done that and the teacher ask what did it meant? I was like huh? lucky Weihao said it mean Don't Give Up. Seriously i got no idea why i typed that or gone into thinking what it meant. I was listening to Breathe Easy by Blue while doing the slides when i heard the word dream and went to search under Proverb. That sentence caught my attention and WALA its at the end of the presentation slide. Its just a small creative part of mine or a simple thinking of Lionel?

Went back to Serangoon Seconday School (SRS) where i studied straight after class. Met up with Baohui and Yanting in SRS to have lunch and to visit the teachers. Both turn into much pretty girls. Haha. Yes Baohui very very cute... adorable. A few teacher we knew had already went back home or transfered out.

Later i went back home to change and went to TCC at Bencoolen St. Wonderful place suggected by Yanting to chill. They actually wanted to go Kbox at Katong. Well maybe another time huh. Surprising to see that the TCC have such siting place. Big bean bag to make you sit comfortably and feel like you're at home. Really interesting place to chill. We talk alot of stuff.. family, general stuff etc. etc. When was the last time i have such a chit chat session. Muhahaha. I supposed that was the fun and the real Lionel i was looking for since i joined ITE. Baohui !!! the bite marks are gone :p but some internal blueblack... how was the last bite from me? Damm shiok huh?

Do you guys know the local show "chase"? something like after 10 years from primary or secondary sch life. Somewhere along you meet them again or maybe fall in love with each other. That will be very sweet :p See how each other have grown up. What you doing now and other stuff.

We were there for about 5 hours just talking !!! thats great enjoyed myself. I suppose seconday school life was the BEST. Where everyone has its own "mutual" thinking growing up together from sec 1 to sec 5 thats where i can remember most. Dumb... dumb together, play... play together, kena punish... punish together haha yes really missed those days. I don't think i can remember from the younger days.

Breathe Easy by Blue

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie
Why did I wander where to fly
Ooh why
Ooh why

And I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There's no way

Crushed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Crushed me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find

Ooh why
Ooh why

WHY

I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
(Breathe easy)
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................
Tell me why................
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way

No no no no no I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your...by my side
Yeah I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
There's no way

Hiya... i'm back but i don't feel like blogging right now. Don't know what i'm thinking right now.. just confuse feeling lousy stuff like that...don't know why i'm feeling that too. lame huh? Right now i'm listening to Breathe Easy by Blue. Nice song, suits my mood for now.

Arghhh i still have a ERP presentation later at 1215 and i haven't started doing it yet. Later soccer Liverpool vs Chelsea at 0245. I was hoping both club will be kicked out. is it possible? *cheers*

Right now i'm going to blog what is on the earlier post, i find it very funny and the comments i received from friends. Before i continue, everyone has the right to assume something because thats how a normal human being is like.

While i was typing out that blog, i was not angry, showing or feeling negative. Just normal but made myself angry so i can express the pissed off feeling and was laughing about it. I wanted to blog something like this till this thing came upon by chance. Read on and you'll find out what i really meant.

Some are true, some are not or maybe all were true or is it not? *confusing huh?* Thats for me to know for you to decide which are which. I wanna emphasize again this I'M NOT SO SIMPLE.

When the gentlemen and ladies were reading it, i supposed you assumed that i was angry and pissed huh? Gotcha!!! When was the last time anyone seen me like that? never right? neither online nor real ife. The only time i felt and said something was against my father on the phone which he really really hurts me because of what he did to my mum. That was during 1 years plus ago. Of course not using the famous F word that will be very rude no matter what he is still my father.

Back to topic. What i want to point out is that when others say something to you, its doesn't mean he/she USUALLY meant it. He/she could be pretending to be like angry,happy and all the other emotional stuff bootlick etc... Of course it does feel good when someone praise you and bad if someone talk bad about you but don't let this into you. Lets say in a chat in msn. When a person says haha or hehe doesn't mean the person is really laughing maybe its their habbit to type that. Understand what i'm trying to say? A very good example is the previous blog post and after reading this section. You see the difference? I was not angry at that time but laughing and other thought i was angry. If you still don't understand, go and bang the wall :p oh ya another good example is about 2 soccer manager, Sir Alex Ferguson and Arsene Wenger. They like to have mind war aka psychological war. Each trying to demoralise each other. Something like that but mine is playing with his mind not him playing mine. *rhymes huh? LOL*

What i did was manipulating the feeling. Sounds bad huh but hey when you're into the real working life you'll know what i meant. There usually, surely be 1 **** up person doing that. Right now i'm not trying to be that **** person but telling or say sharing this. Maybe some of you might know but i'm just trying to brain storm the problem out for myself to think. To understand it more clearly to myself. Like i said I'M NOT SO SIMPLE. You might ask why i chose that guy to be the" victim". For one simple reason because he don't trust me. I'll take back my words IF what i say did somehow find its way into his mind if not no way am i taking back the words. *rofl* Another question, did i take him as an enemy? No definitely not. Remember what you learn in ERP? Apply it!!! Its cheaper to keep old customer then getting new ones. It goes for friends too. I'm not talking about using cash form to make friends but you'll feel comfortable with friends you know then a stranger. Am i right?

In life, there are alot of stuff you cannot take it seriously but when you're supposed to be serious you better be. Right now i'm only 20... so still a long way ahead. If i was to take almost every single thing serious, i'll have tons and tons of unsolve problems. I have learn to take thing more relax.

Lets talk about me.

Knowing how to different shape whats this and whats that and don't mixed then up. 1 is 1 2 is 2
I don't judge a person from listen from other. *You should be shot dead if you make friends like that*
You want others to respect you good you have to earn it not the other way around. Same for the other things.

Does it give you a clearer picture of Lionel? hope it does :p



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Weihao:

*LOL, ROFL, LMAO* Haha thanks about the best post of the year from me. If only this could beat xiaxiu's blog. Then maybe i'll do that everyday. I like this fucka-dong-dong word. Remind me of how Aidil says in a funny way.

Junwei:

Muhahaha forever wanna know people "speical stuff" :p Smack your head ah.. still can ask me for treats as though secondary school life i never treat you like that. =(

Junhan:

Quoted:
"If you're stil bother by it. Tell you what.. Print Screen this site and send it to your lawyer and sue me."

Best.. only you spotted my cold joke. Lol i was expecting Weihao to say something about it because i thought to him i was known to be the cold joker. lousy :p thats was also a infamous cold joke hint to state what mood i was like. I guess no one knew it huh? maybe only Junhan?

Rebbecca:

Hope i din't frighten you huh :p


Awww its 6am, now time to sleep!!!

44 Days to NS *cheers*