Yesterday we managed to qualify for next round for Inter-Clementi ITE soccer. Surprising huh? I won't be going into detail about it since i did not score goals. Muhahaha...

Pamper myself to a movie, Kingdom Of Heaven. During the first 15min, i was SLEEPING i mean dozing off. Seriously i was so tired after the game even though i had a bath to freshen up. Alot of talking, blood spilling out and dead bodies... and i still don't understand the movie. Two and a half hours show...

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Today was supposed to be the next round of match but at Clementi, it was raining heavily. Lucky I called Arul or else a wasted trip to school for nothing!!!

I got a interesting call from CMPB. I was offered to join the NAVY for NS. Means i can chose NAVY or ARMY!!! Told you guys i was special. *rofl* NAVY's NS starts on 1st June and ARMY's starts on 13th June. They expect me to give my answer by tomorrow. Hmmm... *junhan still waiting by the side of your phone?* *wink*


To ALL Fellow KM's students,

If you're reading this. You guys are invited to a Chalet at Paris Ris Costal Sand on the 25th - 27th June. There will be a buffet on the 25th. Everyone is highly encouraged to come. Confirm with me on the 20th and pass me $15-20 for it. I'll do the calculation IF there is extra left i'll refund you back. Once $$ has passed to me and you want to back out sorry to say no refund unless a vaild reason is given. *rofl*

Lastly...

Don't ask me who the organiser is. You're there to enjoy not to know this and that :p

Don't tell me you got no $$ cos i'm going to fuck your ass. 1 week from now is enough for you to save up.

If you are having problems to get that amount, private msg me sms or msn or email?. I'll see what can be done.

Let this be a KICK ASS PARTY and let no personal grudge come between any of us.

If you have any more question, feel free to ask me. I'm more then willing to answer you. \m/

What a lovely song :p I got a new version on the song more lively. Which girl want me to sing to her? *smack head*

All I Have To Do Is Dream - The Everly Brothers

Dream dream dream dream dream dream dream
When I want you
In my arms
When I want you
And all your charms
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream...

When I feel blue
In the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you
All I have to do is dream...

I can make you mine
Taste your lips of wine
Any time
Night or day
Only trouble is
Gee whiz
I'm dreamin my life away

I need you so
That I could die
I love you so
And that is why
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream...

I can make you mine
Taste your lips of wine
Any time
Night or day
Only trouble is
Gee whiz
I'm dreamin my life away

I need you so
That I could die
I love you so
And that is why
Whenever I want you all I have to do is dream..

Two days ago was the funeral of Mr Wee Kim Wee, Singapore ex-president. It was shown on television. There were speeches made by Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong, Mr Wee's family member and others. *I did not finish watching it*

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Yesterday, I bought this book Glimpses and Reflections. Wanted to know what a person he was. Managed to finished reading this book at 5am this morning. A very simple book to read. The book was about his extraordinary and fulfilling life.

There are some topic worth thinking about. Like Money, Borrowing to live, Making friends, Filial Piety, Travel and food, God and religion. You'll know what i'm talking after reading this book.

There are interesting quotes about life. Below are some of it...

Every human being who aspires to have a full life has to work hard.

It is that those who are going to make marriage vows - no matter what form they take - should think seriously about what they mean. Vows are made to be kept and one's word is one's bond.

Cannot expect people to be nice, accommodating and pleasant, when you do not behave likewise to begin with. That is to say, "you reap what you sow." If you offer a cold front, you will be dropped like a hot brick.

Sir Song Ong Siang was a venerable community leader. He posed this question to 20 youthful members (including Mr Wee) "If you have just one wish what would you acquire or possess?" A few responded for wealth, health, happiness and good life. Sir Song said that one should wish for contentment. It can be only achieved if one had all the other qualities and more - good health, good education, good family, happiness and a reasonably good income.



Another book i bought was England's Worst Footballers.

Guess where i went yesterday night??? No one would ever expected me to be there.

Something like the church. Where people come together and sing and praise Jesus. At Tampines area near St. Hilda School. Lighthouse something...

Why was i there? my mum's brother ask me along. After he told me story about miracle healing and since i was free and curious. I suppose curious is the main word to use here. Because usually just by listening you don't believe it but instead observing it might change your mind.

When we arrived, we were usher to the seats. Siting at the first row!!! What a great start to my curiosity. Everyone had started singing along with the guy on stage, backup singers, 3 pretty angels, the band and a projected screen showing the live event within the place and also the subtitle of the song.

I guess standing and sing was to get everyone involved with them. What i notice was when they were singing, sometimes they raise one or both their hands up 45 degree towards the stage like recieving something. There are some songs i like. Under the shadow? if i'm correct. They will be releasing a new album soon.

The pastor was at Woodland so how did we got connected with him? Through the live telecast between Tampines and Woodland. They had video camera at the chruch. Pretty interesting. Using technology. (Yesh yesh frog in the well Lionel) Talking about a section from the bible and about Love and Faith. I do agree with some part.

Later on was the healing part. Where those with illness to stand up and pray together with those at Woodland. One hand at the body area which they don't find well and if it got to do with blood stuff touch your head and pray. While the volunteer walks around and pray with them. Certain people who felt better after session of praying were invited to the stage from both side (Tampines and Woodland) Their personal testimonial were given out. Stating what was wrong with them and how they felt. After seeing it, i'm not sure to believe it only. *wonders*

Lastly...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Its raining heavily right now. Wooo but the weather is still not cooling. This month has been VERY HOT.
What a interesting day i had yesterday...

First stop was a ERP project presentation. (I completed it the day before finishing it at 5am while going from room to hall to watch Chelsea vs Liverpool and back hall to room to do the slides :p) During my grp's turn at the last slide, it show something at the end.


If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again. -- Flavia Weedn


Teacher asked Arul to read out that sentence. I bet he was feeling what the f*** Lionel type that for? Haha at that time i feeling kinda paiseh. I was telling myself i shouldn't have done that and the teacher ask what did it meant? I was like huh? lucky Weihao said it mean Don't Give Up. Seriously i got no idea why i typed that or gone into thinking what it meant. I was listening to Breathe Easy by Blue while doing the slides when i heard the word dream and went to search under Proverb. That sentence caught my attention and WALA its at the end of the presentation slide. Its just a small creative part of mine or a simple thinking of Lionel?

Went back to Serangoon Seconday School (SRS) where i studied straight after class. Met up with Baohui and Yanting in SRS to have lunch and to visit the teachers. Both turn into much pretty girls. Haha. Yes Baohui very very cute... adorable. A few teacher we knew had already went back home or transfered out.

Later i went back home to change and went to TCC at Bencoolen St. Wonderful place suggected by Yanting to chill. They actually wanted to go Kbox at Katong. Well maybe another time huh. Surprising to see that the TCC have such siting place. Big bean bag to make you sit comfortably and feel like you're at home. Really interesting place to chill. We talk alot of stuff.. family, general stuff etc. etc. When was the last time i have such a chit chat session. Muhahaha. I supposed that was the fun and the real Lionel i was looking for since i joined ITE. Baohui !!! the bite marks are gone :p but some internal blueblack... how was the last bite from me? Damm shiok huh?

Do you guys know the local show "chase"? something like after 10 years from primary or secondary sch life. Somewhere along you meet them again or maybe fall in love with each other. That will be very sweet :p See how each other have grown up. What you doing now and other stuff.

We were there for about 5 hours just talking !!! thats great enjoyed myself. I suppose seconday school life was the BEST. Where everyone has its own "mutual" thinking growing up together from sec 1 to sec 5 thats where i can remember most. Dumb... dumb together, play... play together, kena punish... punish together haha yes really missed those days. I don't think i can remember from the younger days.

Breathe Easy by Blue

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie
Why did I wander where to fly
Ooh why
Ooh why

And I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There's no way

Crushed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Crushed me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find

Ooh why
Ooh why

WHY

I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
(Breathe easy)
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................
Tell me why................
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way

No no no no no I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your...by my side
Yeah I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
There's no way

Hiya... i'm back but i don't feel like blogging right now. Don't know what i'm thinking right now.. just confuse feeling lousy stuff like that...don't know why i'm feeling that too. lame huh? Right now i'm listening to Breathe Easy by Blue. Nice song, suits my mood for now.

Arghhh i still have a ERP presentation later at 1215 and i haven't started doing it yet. Later soccer Liverpool vs Chelsea at 0245. I was hoping both club will be kicked out. is it possible? *cheers*

Right now i'm going to blog what is on the earlier post, i find it very funny and the comments i received from friends. Before i continue, everyone has the right to assume something because thats how a normal human being is like.

While i was typing out that blog, i was not angry, showing or feeling negative. Just normal but made myself angry so i can express the pissed off feeling and was laughing about it. I wanted to blog something like this till this thing came upon by chance. Read on and you'll find out what i really meant.

Some are true, some are not or maybe all were true or is it not? *confusing huh?* Thats for me to know for you to decide which are which. I wanna emphasize again this I'M NOT SO SIMPLE.

When the gentlemen and ladies were reading it, i supposed you assumed that i was angry and pissed huh? Gotcha!!! When was the last time anyone seen me like that? never right? neither online nor real ife. The only time i felt and said something was against my father on the phone which he really really hurts me because of what he did to my mum. That was during 1 years plus ago. Of course not using the famous F word that will be very rude no matter what he is still my father.

Back to topic. What i want to point out is that when others say something to you, its doesn't mean he/she USUALLY meant it. He/she could be pretending to be like angry,happy and all the other emotional stuff bootlick etc... Of course it does feel good when someone praise you and bad if someone talk bad about you but don't let this into you. Lets say in a chat in msn. When a person says haha or hehe doesn't mean the person is really laughing maybe its their habbit to type that. Understand what i'm trying to say? A very good example is the previous blog post and after reading this section. You see the difference? I was not angry at that time but laughing and other thought i was angry. If you still don't understand, go and bang the wall :p oh ya another good example is about 2 soccer manager, Sir Alex Ferguson and Arsene Wenger. They like to have mind war aka psychological war. Each trying to demoralise each other. Something like that but mine is playing with his mind not him playing mine. *rhymes huh? LOL*

What i did was manipulating the feeling. Sounds bad huh but hey when you're into the real working life you'll know what i meant. There usually, surely be 1 **** up person doing that. Right now i'm not trying to be that **** person but telling or say sharing this. Maybe some of you might know but i'm just trying to brain storm the problem out for myself to think. To understand it more clearly to myself. Like i said I'M NOT SO SIMPLE. You might ask why i chose that guy to be the" victim". For one simple reason because he don't trust me. I'll take back my words IF what i say did somehow find its way into his mind if not no way am i taking back the words. *rofl* Another question, did i take him as an enemy? No definitely not. Remember what you learn in ERP? Apply it!!! Its cheaper to keep old customer then getting new ones. It goes for friends too. I'm not talking about using cash form to make friends but you'll feel comfortable with friends you know then a stranger. Am i right?

In life, there are alot of stuff you cannot take it seriously but when you're supposed to be serious you better be. Right now i'm only 20... so still a long way ahead. If i was to take almost every single thing serious, i'll have tons and tons of unsolve problems. I have learn to take thing more relax.

Lets talk about me.

Knowing how to different shape whats this and whats that and don't mixed then up. 1 is 1 2 is 2
I don't judge a person from listen from other. *You should be shot dead if you make friends like that*
You want others to respect you good you have to earn it not the other way around. Same for the other things.

Does it give you a clearer picture of Lionel? hope it does :p



Replies to some comments

Weihao:

*LOL, ROFL, LMAO* Haha thanks about the best post of the year from me. If only this could beat xiaxiu's blog. Then maybe i'll do that everyday. I like this fucka-dong-dong word. Remind me of how Aidil says in a funny way.

Junwei:

Muhahaha forever wanna know people "speical stuff" :p Smack your head ah.. still can ask me for treats as though secondary school life i never treat you like that. =(

Junhan:

Quoted:
"If you're stil bother by it. Tell you what.. Print Screen this site and send it to your lawyer and sue me."

Best.. only you spotted my cold joke. Lol i was expecting Weihao to say something about it because i thought to him i was known to be the cold joker. lousy :p thats was also a infamous cold joke hint to state what mood i was like. I guess no one knew it huh? maybe only Junhan?

Rebbecca:

Hope i din't frighten you huh :p


Awww its 6am, now time to sleep!!!

44 Days to NS *cheers*